“It is a psychedelic musical journey that celebrates life and the search for blissful energy,” says Ho. We put together a set list made up of our songs charting the history of our group of friends.
“In a way, it is a reflection of Hong Kong and it is also my story. This is my way to vent my anger and frustration.”
Ho says it has taken her nearly 20 years to find her own voice.

Everything seemed to be going well.
“I was signed to Capital Artists at the time and they did not expect me to become a pop superstar. They let me be an edgy singer who was different from the mainstream,” she recalls.
“But then a new boss came and the team I was working with was fired. I didn’t know what to do. I was a newbie and very timid. I did not dare to speak my mind as I was trying to please the new boss.”
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Ho says she got on well with her new boss at first and was confident about her singing career. But then she sang out of tune during a public performance and things started going south.
“I had so much bad press. I was grilled by the media for a week. Then the management told me that I could not sing live any more. ‘We cannot afford to lose our reputation’, they said.”
But Ho didn’t give up. Rising singers are often invited to perform at shopping malls and Ho made a counterproposal: “Can I sing live in the New Territories [instead of top-tier shopping malls]?” she asked her boss.

In the wake of this second setback, Ho took a long hiatus from singing. “My family even told me to leave Hong Kong so that I wouldn’t make them look bad. They didn’t know how to help me,” Ho says.
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It was her friends from the world of rock music who showed her there was hope. She met members of bands such as LMF and actor-producer Conroy Chan, who later became her husband, and they took her under their wing.
Ho started attending band rehearsals and started learning about rock music. She even started singing backing vocals. She worked with a voice coach, who told her: “That’s your voice. You’d have no luck with Canto-pop.”

“Looking back, I should thank the record label boss for telling me the truth. If it wasn’t for him, I’d never have found my own universe.”
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Ho’s upcoming shows will feature lighting and projection directed by theatre veteran Jimmy Lee and multimedia designer John Wong.

Lee says it isn’t just an artistic and musical narration of Ho’s story. “The audience has to do their part also to get the most out of the show,” Lee says.
Ho adds: “Hongkongers have trouble expressing their emotions and people coming to our shows can find a way to overcome this.”
We Go Berzerka Explode Into Life, April 5-6, 8.30pm, Shouson Theatre, Hong Kong Arts Centre, 2 Harbour Rd, Wan Chai, HK$280-HK$680, Timable
This article appeared in the South China Morning Post print edition as: Singer’s long learning curve in the school of hard rock
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